julian you are my soulmate i feel so lost without you you were with me for 11 yrs you showed me love which i never had you made me who i am today i misss you so much i know you are with me in my heart and dreams you were took from us too quick it was nt your time i know you are listenin and you are with me i have pictures of you everywhere i will never forget you there will never be anyone but you in my heart i am your partner now and forever love is a lonely place without you lots of love huggs and kisses shalon and jake xxx